Suffering

Suffering 

I should have known
That you're a traveler just like a bird
There is nothing but emty arms after me hugged
Why dit you waste time to bother me at that time?

I want to think calmly
never unbalancing love or hate
On the scale of my mind
But I can't when I start to think of you

I turn of the light yet
I can't escape this catastrophe somewhere
While listen to the heartbeats,
This love become suffering
Like a fire is burning me

At every minute, every second the fire is burning
It had better burnt to the ground
Can't I stop missing ?
I believe that I could

I could almost get over you
And come back to the lonely again
I could'n get your love
I didn't want to beg it as well

How do I do that I don't need somebody else here
to save me
When I'm in the deepest bottom of misery
But I'm the only one who can rely on
Suffering